I wont let myself get the feeling to consider that it is a mistake to get stuck at something which is not taking me anywhere, however it is really unacceptable of me to widen my eyes, be firm and disciplined to continue the journey.
There are millions of times when things have gone wrong, made mistakes, got humiliated, but may be the “used to” tendency or comfort zone is not letting me take the better step, look forward and achieve or may be even start the process to achieve something. Having said that I have registered it in my brain that its now or never. Like a dozen is always a benchmark, so I certainly don’t want to cross that line.
I will and I have to put my best effort to stand up for myself and get this done to start something new.